new outlook on life

Most of the days that have gone by have been like always.
But something just hit me.
God is good. He will always be. No dream is too big. Even though sometimes you may think your dream is small, it isn't. God opens doors where no human could even think possible.
Yeah, I may hate physics, but the more I say it, the more I hate it. It's time to be a change. To actually do something that's worth it and change someone life. Our generation is used to the superficial shell and not the raw inside that each of us have. Maybe I am not the best writer, and I am not the smartest, but there is something special in me, and that's the fact that the Almighty God is living inside of me, and I am proud to be part of his kingdom. No, I won't be afraid to share the gospel. Without God I wouldn't be anywhere I am today. He is the reason I live, the reason I breathe. Why be ashamed of your creator? It makes no sense.

I have known friends to tend to do both worldly things and still manage to do things in church. I don't understand how someone could be for God and against Him at the same time. Little do those people know that there is no middle ground. There is heaven of hell, and we are going to either of those. There is no middle ground.

Many times we lose friendships and hard times come and we ask, why does God do this to me? Most of the times we don't see it, but God may do that to challenge your faith to see how much you love Him. He knows time and it's in His hands. If you put all of your faith on the Almighty God, He will take care of you. He won't let you down. Even though I am a sinner and I am nowhere near perfect, He still loves me unconditionally. His love is everlasting. His mercy is never ending. He is the Alfa and Omega and He is always here to catch me when I fall.

Forever loving my eternal Father,
Jordanna

A little bit of everything.

SCHOOL: Not so bad. I am starting to like Ap Lang more and more as the days go by. The class is a lot of work, but my teacher is the sweetest!! She has a cinnammony scent in her room that is so yummy:) ahh. Well on the other hand, I am learning to hate my physics class as the days go by. It is the last class of the day and I completely zone out. Not to mention that the class talks so much that I can barely hear the teacher teach. It's horrible. We have a test EVERY week :/ yuckk.

CHURCH: Church is okay. The pedal to the piano got taken and now I have to play without a pedal.. Which SUCKS! but other than that it's okay. We are going to have a teen thing like three days of the weekend and we are going to do a play that is REALLY awesome. I am in love with it!

BOYS: No boys in my life. None that I have anything for that is. I wish I could meet one and just like him. But I like being single at the moment :] It's brought my old self back :]

FRIENDS: I am making more of them :] Bringing my old self back has helped me build more friendships. And let's not forget my bff Karita :] I love that girl :] but on the other hand.. Some friendship that were really close, aren't as close anymore :/

But God is good :]

-love, Jay.

school !!! Yuck.

School has been a hassle!!
I have been in it for two weeks now and it's already getting tiring!! I had the bright idea to change from Honors American lit to AP lang! I mean don't get me wrong, AP lang is a really fun class and all, but it has tons of work! Since I already have 3 other academic classes, it makes the work load a bit heavy on my shoulders!!

On the brighter note, I got a 96 on my math quiz today :] technically, it was supposed to be a 95, but then when I rechecked my work, I realized that the teacher had made a mistake so she gave me another point :] I was really happy! It was also hilarious how I rubbed it in my friends face haha !!

In physics, which is another class I have with him, he got a 90 on the test, and I don't know what I got yet.. Although I know I did pretty badly because I guessed on some! haha! And it was out of 20 :/ but anywho, I am getting really tired of school.

The sad part is that I couldn't sleep last night. I was rolling in bed till 4:30 and couldn't fall asleep, so when I woke up late this morning, I was deadd!!! I have to read and analyze about 30 pages in a book we started reading today in AP lang. It's not really that bad, but I'm really tired. I don't want to go to sleep because if I do then I will sleep late tonight and I don't wanna do that..

I wish it were summer forever!! But in 2 years i'll graduate. haha!! I wish I could fast foward time.